Okay, so here I go again. I don't know what happened to my other blog. But for the
third time I've had to create a new one. Hopefully, this one will stay a while.
We shall see.
Well, today is my birthday. No big deal. At least not to anyone else. You would think that
by now I wouldn't set myself up for hurt and disappointment. But I do. Every year. I hope that this
year will be different. I hope this year someone will care. But it's same as the year before.
No cards, no gifts. Nothing. My mom gives birthday cards to my siblings but not to me.
She gives birthday presents to my siblings and their kids. But not to me.
And every year I am hurt. It's my fault. I should know better by now. I set myself up for it
every year. I need to realize that I am not worth a card. I am not worth a cake. I am not worth
anything. Maybe this is the year it will finally stick. And next year I won't be hurt.
No, you aren't worth a card. You aren't worth a cake. You are worth so much more.
ReplyDeleteSeriously, I'm not kidding.
There are so many people who love you.
And most of all is God. He made you, He cares so much about you that He went so far as to die for you.
Would you do that for anyone? Could you?
Probably not.
Be He did it because He loves you so much.
There is no love like His.
"For God so loved the world (you and me) that he gave His only begotten son, so that whoever believes in Him will not perish, but have eternal life."
John 3:16
God loves you, don't forget that.
And if you don't believe in God, and have any questions, just email me at rachyspenpals{at}gmail{dot}com
xoxo,
Rachel Nicole @ Summer Breeze
http://rachyracheshobbycorner.blogspot.com/